When you love someone to whom you can never belong, there is danger in the potential for self-inflicted emotional destruction. When you love in reciprocity... when that love must be experienced in a mostly virtual environment, the potential is raised to dangerous levels.
Danger in the form of living life, loving life in virtuosity, although you are committed to a relationship formed long ago. Danger because all you want and need has been discovered in someone who awaits your mail, your phone call... another visit. Your committed relationship holds no excitement, no passion, nothing to make your heart race or to set your body on fire.
Danger because you cannot touch as often as you want, as you need, for any length of time... if at all and, danger in feeling the need to escape the world in which you are forced to live. For too long, you have not loved the one you're with, if ever, but it bears no relevance for you cannot have the one you want. You are never alone, but you walk through your world enshrouded in a cloud of loneliness... dreaming, hoping,wishing and, waiting for that other world to touch you, While breathless with the anticipation and thrill of enveloping yourself in all it is, there is sadness and heartache in knowing you will never be able to embrace all it could be.